situation baffles me...

this month has been the most degrading and depressing that i badly want it to end quickly...got so much free time that i accepted to help my friend with his work, in a way that i would re-study what i had learned in the past...but somehow disappointed that i could only remember some...that's very bad...but hey at least i did come up with something...so yeah wish him all the best for the presentation..besides that..i also agreed to play drums for two other bands which both will make shows next month...so been practicing with both and besides my own band's song making process..i had to be more creative than ever to come up with own drumbeats...great..!

the fact is i hate being so free..it makes me keep thinking all those unnecessary things and they haunt me and make me anxious for nothing...it'll be the fourth month soon and i'm still jobless..so i better do something to keep me busy..but i think i am doing a little bit too much all in one here...need to take one thing at time now...i apologize for my own band for not making to our own practice...too much pressure...but i'll be back for sure ;)

besides that...dramas surrounding me have put me in the low throughout this month..family and friends are the top ones...and i'm sensing karma is catching up on me...luckily there's HER beside me through it all...i don't know what i'll do without her...thank u luv...

that's about it for this month...i just need new inspiration...that's all...

:D

p/s: i hope the cat will keep her promises as i do with mine....

the month's coming to an end...

and today is my birthday...nothing much to celebrate though...i'm very happy enough to have my parents, friends (you know who you are!), brothers, and especially her to be around me all through the thick and thin...

thanks for all the never-ending wishes and God bless y'all...

coming to this age and with education life settled...it's time to move on making a career...still in progress now...wish me luck!!

;D

i play better than him...

as a midfielder..well a very experienced midfielder, you should know your team's approach on attacking and defending in a tight game..by not making silly mistakes like giving away possession or back pass when not necessary..of course mistakes are inevitable but not all the time...midfielders hold the important role of creating chances and opportunities for team to score...and also get hold of the possession when the team conceding...but this lad...he just simply gave away balls and wasted many..well almost all of the team's possession to the opponent which in the end, the team could not even create chances to penetrate their attack...yeah the 2nd conceded goal was a mistake made by the defender..but overall i blame the defeat on him...

hope he will not be involved in the next match

1 more step..

hopefully i won't trip..
will find my way out...
for the glory is there to be seen...

for my feet...

i just want this...

becks new boots

now..where can i get it?

kecewa ehh...

the goal that killed their game

last nite's game was the worst ever played by the blues...totally disappointed man...the thoughts of moving to another club is hovering around my mind now..in fact been hovering around it since last year...but i think they deserve another chance...hope they've learnt a lot from the game...

c'mon blues!!

first tuesday of the year...

and i'm missing mimiek...got no one to annoy..i feel like jacking her head somewhere somehow..hahaha...

oh well...miaw miaw!

:D