the "ok what's next?" phase...

congratulations!

why?

cause' what I want and what I need Is and will always be free?

just downloaded hayley's band newest album..illegally..oh well...don't we all do that?..they're still rich no matter what..gotta say she has the most amazing voice ever..i wonder how the hell they're labeled as "emo"..?...that's so wrong..oh well (again)...different people different opinions..

it's coming around again..

the left ankle is in pain again after accidentally kicked during a match...huhuhuh...

recovering now..luckily it's the holiday season...

anyways..a very happy raya to all friends...i'll visit you guys k!...

;D

this might sound gay but...

what he had done to that sweet lil' girl was so cruel...if he wants that moon man so much, i would volunteer to make one for him...i don't mind..as long as he can shut the hell up..now i'm sick of this mama's boy's music..his girlfriend is hot though..hihihih... :P

ok this post sounds like one of those paparazzi craps...bye bye!

three lions are through!

frank "jewl" lampard celebrates his second goal of the match.. :P

see you in next year's world cup!

p/s: time to get the shirt soon..

;D

nocturnal life...

when will it end?...

my wayfarer...

back in hometown last night...it was an awesome trip with HER..got to meet friends and long lost cousins..hahah..
anyways while walking around the shopping complexes...i spotted my favorite thing and i bought it right away!...introducing...

foldable rayban wayfarer...

there were other colors but i just went for this..keep it nice and simple eh?...

;D

sleeping with the seahorses...

going up north again tonite!!...yayy!!..this time with HER..it'll be the our first ever out of city trip and i'm looking forward to it!!...

y'all take care now ok?...

;D

only in dreams...

:P

yelyah....

stop and stare...

whilst pursuing the ever unforeseen future..i missed out the chance to get to know a dear friend...he could be more than a friend...i still remember our last trip to another friend's house..we didn't get lost but instead chose a long route as we didn't know where the house was...throughout that journey, he never failed to crack up lotsa jokes and it made the trip somehow shorter..so yeah that's the only personality i got to know of..a very funny and cheerful person...wish i could know him more...

may your soul rest in peace, bobby...

set it aflame..send it away...

yet i look for a bigger bang...

first year and the allergy...

today marked the 1 year anniversary of me and HER...woww never realised how fast time has flown by..but i'm sad that i couldn't give her as a gift..what a cliche eh?oh well..but hey we're still in love and i'm still crazy over HER...oh the madness whenever i'm with HER..hahah..!

on another note..i just realised that i have drinking limit..guess i had too much of drinking from beer to tuak to langkau to whickey and to liquor all at once in a day during the harvest festival..my skin is suffering badly especially around my arms..huhuh..hopefuli this pain will go off soon as i have have..well kind of stopping drinking for the moment..hahah...

alright that's all..i'm still optimistic on my career undertakings although no such luck yet..

;D

this 4/4 beat i would die for you...

why did i put myself into this...?...now i have to think on how to play a 4/4 beat then 3/4 beat in a chorus...aiyo...!!

inertia...

lately i'm easily annoyed and paranoid about everything...what has gone wrong with me?..is it cos of the situation i'm has caught up on me?...gotta shake it off ehh...!

salt added to injury...

that's pretty much sums up the misery i'm going through..the blues could've won with 1 man advantage but looked scared and lost in the end...

the heartbreakers

the 11th month...

today marks the 11th month of my happiness...yeah happiness!..being loved for who you are is irreplaceable ok...!

well the half of me has been very happy..but the other half is still not content about my status...being jobless is a bitch but there is nothing much i can do about it but just wait...and wait...and wait...hopefully this phase will end soon...soon i hope...

on other unrelated news...felt great to finally jamm with own band again...in fact it has always been great jamming with the guys..we made a couple of new tracks..yayy can't wait to unveil them in upcoming shows...(damn now i sound like one of those artists...)

oh yeah...i hate the new chelsea's kit..the design is awful..so don't expect me wearing it next season...but my heart is in for the blues...hahah...!

anyways thanx for reading!!

;D

hey j...jjj....jaded....

i'm running jaded cos i can't take it anymore..

in need of new motivations...

everyday waking up thinking i have nothing to look forward for the day...and that's killing me...and has been affecting my play and my mind...

hope this phase will be over soon...yeah hopefully...!

soon..!!

ignorance is bliss...

that is so true...as i have discovered lately...i find it rather pleasing as i can concentrate on my own agenda and other more other important matters such as the gf and family...but i'm still struggling to get a job right now..no response so far from both gov and private sectors...luckily patience is part of my virtue...yeah rite!..still holding on to it though...i know this phase will end soon somewhere somehow...

this week is the holy week but i occupied myself too much with sports and music...those are not considered as sins i hope..badly need them to occupy my so-much-free time..but exhausting in the end...but it's all worth it ;)

incubus' new 2 disc album cover..out in June.can't wait!

:D

it'll be over soon..

i just this month to end..that is all...

situation baffles me...

this month has been the most degrading and depressing that i badly want it to end quickly...got so much free time that i accepted to help my friend with his work, in a way that i would re-study what i had learned in the past...but somehow disappointed that i could only remember some...that's very bad...but hey at least i did come up with something...so yeah wish him all the best for the presentation..besides that..i also agreed to play drums for two other bands which both will make shows next month...so been practicing with both and besides my own band's song making process..i had to be more creative than ever to come up with own drumbeats...great..!

the fact is i hate being so free..it makes me keep thinking all those unnecessary things and they haunt me and make me anxious for nothing...it'll be the fourth month soon and i'm still jobless..so i better do something to keep me busy..but i think i am doing a little bit too much all in one here...need to take one thing at time now...i apologize for my own band for not making to our own practice...too much pressure...but i'll be back for sure ;)

besides that...dramas surrounding me have put me in the low throughout this month..family and friends are the top ones...and i'm sensing karma is catching up on me...luckily there's HER beside me through it all...i don't know what i'll do without her...thank u luv...

that's about it for this month...i just need new inspiration...that's all...

:D

p/s: i hope the cat will keep her promises as i do with mine....

the month's coming to an end...

and today is my birthday...nothing much to celebrate though...i'm very happy enough to have my parents, friends (you know who you are!), brothers, and especially her to be around me all through the thick and thin...

thanks for all the never-ending wishes and God bless y'all...

coming to this age and with education life settled...it's time to move on making a career...still in progress now...wish me luck!!

;D

i play better than him...

as a midfielder..well a very experienced midfielder, you should know your team's approach on attacking and defending in a tight game..by not making silly mistakes like giving away possession or back pass when not necessary..of course mistakes are inevitable but not all the time...midfielders hold the important role of creating chances and opportunities for team to score...and also get hold of the possession when the team conceding...but this lad...he just simply gave away balls and wasted many..well almost all of the team's possession to the opponent which in the end, the team could not even create chances to penetrate their attack...yeah the 2nd conceded goal was a mistake made by the defender..but overall i blame the defeat on him...

hope he will not be involved in the next match

1 more step..

hopefully i won't trip..
will find my way out...
for the glory is there to be seen...

for my feet...

i just want this...

becks new boots

now..where can i get it?

kecewa ehh...

the goal that killed their game

last nite's game was the worst ever played by the blues...totally disappointed man...the thoughts of moving to another club is hovering around my mind now..in fact been hovering around it since last year...but i think they deserve another chance...hope they've learnt a lot from the game...

c'mon blues!!

first tuesday of the year...

and i'm missing mimiek...got no one to annoy..i feel like jacking her head somewhere somehow..hahaha...

oh well...miaw miaw!

:D