it'll be over soon..

i just this month to end..that is all...

situation baffles me...

this month has been the most degrading and depressing that i badly want it to end quickly...got so much free time that i accepted to help my friend with his work, in a way that i would re-study what i had learned in the past...but somehow disappointed that i could only remember some...that's very bad...but hey at least i did come up with something...so yeah wish him all the best for the presentation..besides that..i also agreed to play drums for two other bands which both will make shows next month...so been practicing with both and besides my own band's song making process..i had to be more creative than ever to come up with own drumbeats...great..!

the fact is i hate being so free..it makes me keep thinking all those unnecessary things and they haunt me and make me anxious for nothing...it'll be the fourth month soon and i'm still jobless..so i better do something to keep me busy..but i think i am doing a little bit too much all in one here...need to take one thing at time now...i apologize for my own band for not making to our own practice...too much pressure...but i'll be back for sure ;)

besides that...dramas surrounding me have put me in the low throughout this month..family and friends are the top ones...and i'm sensing karma is catching up on me...luckily there's HER beside me through it all...i don't know what i'll do without her...thank u luv...

that's about it for this month...i just need new inspiration...that's all...

:D

p/s: i hope the cat will keep her promises as i do with mine....